| Come sail away with me? |
[Jul. 30th, 2004|12:09 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | death cab | ] |
well today was an eventful day.
actually no.
slept till 1pm.
and watched tv forever.
i probably should have gone out when scheidty called.. but i was watching Back to the Future II.
and that seemed appealing at the time.
and i do have to get up super early tomorrow.
but i did not go to bed early or pack like i planned on.
of course i just watched more tv.
i watched full house, a thing on VH1 about Hulk Hogan's daughter starting a singing careet, and true life: interracial couples and true spin.
sooo pathetic.
i should be packing. but fuck, i dont want to go so therefore i have no desire to pack.
i hope that all have fun on their own individual adventures this weekend. if anything awesome happens feel free to call or text me.
until sunday
im out bitches. |
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| i fear nothing... |
[Dec. 19th, 2003|12:15 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  awake | ] |
| [ | music |
| | journey. | ] |
today was a weird day.
i got into a fight with my parents and was on the verge of tears.
it was a pointless arguement, and i admitt that i havent been in the best of moods lately.
but my mom just likes to start shit with me..
D, meg and i went to the mall.
went back to meg's
saw a lot of people.
then i came home.
and here i am.
i wish that people could see me at school, with my roomie.
when i am the happiest.
and my stories about my roomie make sense.
this double life business is pretty rough, if you ask me.
i cant believe that im here till the the fucking 26th or some shit of January. what the hell am i going to do?
well at least im going to the outlet tomorrow with chelsea and spending the night at her new house. something to look forward to..
too bad i have to work from 3pm-9pm, saturday.
and 3-8pm on sunday.
this all better be worth it.
goodnight everyone.
it was nice to see you all. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 18th, 2002|08:06 pm] |
it hurts to breathe...
another horrible day.. |
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| distractions.. |
[Dec. 17th, 2002|09:39 pm] |
Current Clothes: pajama pants and piebald t-shirt
Current Mood: getting a little better
Current Music: etta james- at last... wow im pathetic
Current Taste: french fries
Current Hair: up and all over
Current Annoyance: radio and a certain DJ talking shit about me.. plus other bullshit
Current Smell: french fries
Current thing I ought to be doing: homework and sleeping
Current Desktop Picture: crazy island
Current Favorite Group: hahahahha perry como.. oh perry
Current Book: a rumor of war.. if only i could find the time to read it
Current DVD In Player: dirty dancing... how sad...
Current Refreshment: water
Current Worry: current annoyances..
Current Crush: oh lord,... yes i do mean jesus... hahah.. oh goodness
Current Favorite Celebrity: i dont know
Favorite...
Food: french fries and toast cheese
Drink: cherry coke
Color: blue and green
Shoes: ghetto converses
Candy: sour smarties
Animal: n/a
TV Show: adult swim (haha justin), wonder years, freaks and geeks, get real, etc..
Movie: all the usual ones.. plus sleepers. haha
Dance: crazy dances to ska and rap not to mention the pinkie dance
Vegetables: ahhhh, i dont eat those
Fruit: my worst enemy
Are you...
Understanding: i would say so
Open-minded: yes
Arrogant: not at all
Insecure: yes
Interesting: i dont think so
Hungry: yes all the time
Friendly: most of the time
Smart: haha.. i dont want to talk about it
Moody: .. yes very much so
Childish: when i act distructive and crazy
Independent: yes
Hard working: when i need to be
Organized: no.
Healthy: mentally?? no... physically.. no
Emotionally stable: not at all
Shy: yes
Difficult: sometimes
Attractive: i dont want to talk about it
Bored easily: yes
Thirsty: yep
Responsible: at times
Sad: more often than not
Happy: occasionally
Trusting: i used to be...
Talkative: at times
Original: i dont think so
Different: not really
Unique: in my own special way
Lonely: a resounding yes.
Who do you want to...
Kill: hmm waltman and joey
Slap: anyone that im not friends with
Look Like: i dont want to talk about it
Be Like: i dont know
Talk To Offline: those that i dont speak to in person.. mainly lane
All about you:
Name: Lindsay
Nicknames: batta, bata
Parents' nicknames: carol and SAL (hahaha pete)
Age: 17
Hair color: brown
Birthday: march 14, 1985
Eye Color: brown
Siblings: jenn and christine
Righty or lefty? lefty
How do you describe yourself: best ever. haha.
What's your sign? pisces
Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend? nope.
On Friends...
Best Friend(s): meg, d, kristi, chelsea, schiedty
Friend(s) you go to for advice? chelsea and schiedty
Friend(s) you have the most fun with? everyone is so crazy
Friend(s) you've dreamt about? i dont remember dreams
Friend(s) your tell secrets to? chelsea
On preferences...
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? hot chocolate
McDonald's or Burger King? neither
Sweet or sour? sour
Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? dr. pepper
Sappy/action/comedy/horror? comedy and horror
Cats or dogs? dogs
Ocean or Pool? ocean
Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? nacho cheese
Mud or Jell-O wrestling? jello!!
With or without ice-cubes? ice
Shine or rain? rain so i can dance in it
Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? winter and summer for obvious reasons
Snowboarding or skiing? neither
Cake or cookies? cake
Cereal or toast? toast
Gloves or mittens? gloves
Eyes open or closed? closed.. yeah closed..
Chewing gum or hard candy? gum
Lights on or off? off .. word.
What's your favorite...
Number?: 28
Holiday?: CHRISTMAS
Radio station?: cds
Place?: anywhere but here
Flower?: lillies or daisies
Scent?: clean |
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| carrie is a retarded baffoon.. |
[Aug. 29th, 2002|12:32 am] |
and that is the end of that story..
today i got back my pictures from my disposable camera
quality pictures of..
skycoasters concert of me chelsea and meg on stage
meg on the carousel
romania on our sprinkler
romania sitting in a chair
romania in the car
pictures of last day of school adventures
and of course
the kidnapping of the last ronin
i had to work 5 hours today
crappy
came home to no food
so i bought chinese food from wegmans
i choked back the vomit as i ate
worst chinese food ever.
so here i am online having a fight of wits with carrie
but sadly it was no contest
since i am superior.
i win.
end of story.
i need some excitement in my life
in time..
well i think i must be leaving due to lack of things to say..
goodnight. |
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| im sorry |
[Aug. 28th, 2002|01:53 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  embarrassed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | saving throw. | ] |
i just finished reading some of this journal..
oh my god.
i send my deepest apologies to those who read this..
i feel so dumb..
i loathe myself right now.
i hang my head in shame... |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 28th, 2002|12:45 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | texas is the reason. | ] |
tonight is shaping up to be better than expected.
started off crappy because a disagreement with my parents
but i got to sleep for a little bit
that made me happy.
i think tomorrow is errand day
i think...
i know i have to go to weggies and get my schedule
since i misplaced it..
meaning my mom misplaced it.
then i have to work most likely from 4 to 7 or 8
then hopefully i'll see meg.
i have some stories for her.
umm.
i hope that errands means library
i really feel like reading.
um.
i have nothing really to say
i feel a little bit better now
then previous entries.
well im off to a deep satisfying slumber.
have a good night everyone. |
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| the fuck comes out at night- annie |
[Aug. 27th, 2002|12:49 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  discontent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | lanemeyer. | ] |
hmm.
well, things are so boring in my household.
i hate to say it.
i really hate to say it but christine kept things interesting.
with the fights
comments
and death threats.
she made me laugh a lot.
minus the whole
little monster
interventions
drug searches
reading my journal
and physical rumbles.
anyways..
i feel crappy.
my head hurts.
too much thinking.
i went to bill grays with chelsea and annie tonight.
craziness ensued.
chelsea drawing leud things on napkins.
annie squirting ketcup all over the place.
then we filled a cup with ketcup, milkshake, pieces of french fies and random garbage..
then got in chelsea's car
drove to a somewhat deserted area
except for kids walking in a neighborhood..
annie got out of the car and threw it
and got into the car and we drove away..
it was pure random.
it made me laugh pretty hard.
then off to chelsea's house to watch a show on fat people
and then i arrived back home.
good times
it kinda reminded me of when we were in darien lake
driving past the guys like 20 times.
must watch bottle rocket before school starts.
i decided that when we were watching royal tenenbaums at danielle's aunt's house.
since ive seen both royal tenenbaums and rushmore
many times.
hmmm.
i decided when i was in PA that i hate watching crippled people walk.
well i really hate the way you see people's eyes move up and down watching them stumble and limp..
just the complete pity and happiness they have in their eyes that it isnt them
i dont know why
it just really upsets me
on a other note..
meg comes back tomorrow.
im excited to see her.
man i seriously dont know how i can adjust to waking up early for school.
i can not for the life of me fall asleep at a somewhat normal time.
i wish to visit the library soon.
i have this urge to read.
it always happens at the end of summer.
i want to go to a massive sleepover soon
where everyone stays in the same room.
the only bad thing about being at danielle's aunt's
is that everyone sleeps in different rooms.
i would like to get to know them more.
but dont get me wrong i still had a lot of fun.
i have this dream that when im older i can write a book about my life's experiences..
meaning some of the crazy shit me and my friends do.
or
when chelsea become an author
she can do it
since she has a better way with words.
i wish i knew what i wanted to do in life..
i have nothing realistic..
i wanted to do something behind the scenes in music
but i doubt that
making commercials..
not going to happen..
but the only thing that would settle with
that seems somewhat interesting
is being an english teacher..
maybe 10th grade enriched
english has always been fun for me
and its such a layed back class
i think it would fit me the most
but whatever.
i get myself in so many crappy situations.
i hate this feeling of having screwed myself over for college..
i mean i have a 90 average and im in the national honor society..
but i feel like it wont get me anywhere..
and my parents obviously feel the same way.
it just doesnt make sense to me.
maybe thats why im in the situation concerning college that i am in.
plus other crappy situations that i care not to speak of.
nothing serious..
but just crappy.
i want school to start though.
i need something to do
something to focus on.
well i should be off to bed
since im trying to slowly get me back on a normal
sleep cycle.
goodnight. |
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| interesting. |
[Aug. 26th, 2002|01:33 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  listless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | cat stevens. | ] |
well today i went to PA, fredonia/dunkirk and home
all in one fun filled day.
i will never figure out my sister.
mood swings like crazy.
"i'll move this carpet like i'm going to move your dead body when i kill you."- christine.
thanks.
fire alarm in mid-unpacking.
hauling things 2 flights up stairs.
death threats.
being sung to by my sister in perkins.
oh and more death threats.
adios romania, see you at christmas.
your presence will be missed.
then to fredonia to visit my grandma.
also my aunt sandie, uncle phil, cousin mike, his wife and their daughter jessica.
grandma is doing better.
still somewhat sickly.
sat in silence for about an hour and a half.
no one talks to me..
only about me when im in the room.
interesting.
finally finished 1984.
good book.
very interesting.
thought provoking.
i hate when dumb people talk to me online.
or send me things dripping with interent lingo.
sure if its a joke then im fine with it..
but when thats how you type..
you should be shot.
plain and simple.
why would you want to sound that dumb.
you think it makes you "kewl"?
dumbasses.
im tired right now..
just cant fall asleep.
i think that i might try.
or at least lay there in my bed staring at the ceiling.
whatever happens it will be an adventure.
fare thee well..
goodnight. |
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| blah. |
[Aug. 25th, 2002|12:30 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | alkaline- trouble breathing | ] |
well last night was a lot of fun.
all time best thing to do at danielle's aunt's house...
Human Bowling.
i havent laughed like that in quite a while.
i got run over by annie as she grabbed my face instead of the wall to stop the roller chair of doom.
or when D just fell face down on the ground in an attempt to hurl her body at the pins.
after watching the royal tenenbaums
everyone went their seperate ways
and annie and i sat on the roof for awhile talking
then got locked out there by D
after that annie and i tried to deflate the balloons from kristi's surprise thing.
but most of them exploded in our faces
and annie got plastic in her eye
haha it was funny though.
then annie and i talked till about 6:30am
except for at 4am we had to dry off the inside of danielle's car due to her sunroof being open and a heavy rain
annie and i laughed so hard at our stupid comments
maybe it was because of the lack of sleep...
or how we are retarded...
but i almost cried in laughter..
and i never do that.
damn jorge/triple L/ juan..
blah to that though..
then today i went to the mall with my parents.
i got shoes..
not what i wanted at all.
pumas.
but they will have to do until i can find my awesome shoes..
classic reebox
i saw some bright blue ones..
but they just werent what i was after.
christine leaves tomorrow.
its sad.
but i dont understand why she has to be such a jerk to me.
i have to ride in a car with my dad.. alone
to PA.
while my mom is in my sister's car.. alone with her
but i will be back sunday night.
i feel really crappy right now.
i really hate things going on in my life that i cant control
but i feel the need to control anyway.
i dont understand how i can have so much fun one night
then feel so shitty after.
blah to that.
i'll get over it.
i guess i should try to sleep right now..
and danielle have fun on your trip.
goodnight and sweet dreams my friends. |
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| mmm... lilo |
[Aug. 23rd, 2002|12:36 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cynical | ] |
| [ | music |
| | saving throw (thanks justin) | ] |
tonight was fun.
went with annie to get stuff to surprise kristi with.
then to starbucks.
then to mcdonalds.
the down scary lake road at night.
almost killed by scary man driving behind us.
but all is well.
got kristi lilo and stitch balloon
and cookie cake.
lilo had to ride in my crotch for fear of flying out the window.
but was most enjoyable on both our parts.
ive noticed that i say a lot of dumb things
especially around danielle, annie, kristi and meg.
oh well.
thats what im known for.
i got proofed today at the dollar store.
not many people can say that.
trying to buy a lighter to light the birthday candles.
but since you are supposed to be 18 to buy lighters from the dollar store
she let us slide since we pathetically whined
"we have a birthday cake in the trunk"-annie
"and a balloon"-me
another time when i say dumb things
i must read 1984 tonight.
its a must.
otherwise im confined to my house.
also must look at colleges.
im so unmotivated.
i dont feel old enough to have to deal with this.
i forbode tom and geoff from talking to dumb girl they met.
due to her internet lingo.
geoff was clearly upset over this
but we made a plan to burn down galyans
with dollar store lighters.
so all is well.
wonder years complete series is off of ebay
i am upset over this.
but i shall overcome.
must find someone to work for me on sunday from 9am to 2:15
since i am forced to bring the beast back to PA.
might visit my grandma though
i hear that she isnt doing all that well.
damn heart failure.
i dont know if anyone noticed this but..
if chelsea annie and i hadnt have gone to darien lake so early
this weekend would most likely have been the weekend we would have gone.
that makes me upset.
i have offically had my license for a year this week.
yay me.
no accidents.
but many near misses.
when will i be legally allowed to have passengers...
that is still up in the air.
can someone please explain this lyric to me, kristi, danielle and annie?
"I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking
That maybe six feet
Ain't so far down"- creed
if you are six feet from the edge
and you walk six feet .. you are at the edge..
not over it.
and who says that the drop is six feet?
it doesnt make sense...
this is why i dont listen to that shit.. since it doesnt make sense!!
im done. |
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| fuck yeah. |
[Aug. 22nd, 2002|02:12 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | lanemeyer- my very own winnie cooper | ] |
yeah i know that its not healthy to be this excited
about a tv show.
but this tv show was my childhood.
and its finally going to be tv once again.
abc family
11:30am
starting 9/3
the wonder years.
be there.
i know i will be.
and i hopefully will be able to tape all the episodes.
that would be fucking amazing.
and so it begins... |
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| Pistol Pete. |
[Aug. 22nd, 2002|12:07 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | melancholy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sunny day real estate | ] |
hmm.
i wish i had something exciting to say.
but i dont.
everyone is leaving me.
chelsea.
meg.
danielle.
justin.
i miss chelsea.
i think i need to talk to her.
yep.
i really need to.
last night my sister and i had a party.
party meaning..
me and her.
eating and watching a movie.
i bet that no one im friends with has watched this movie.
pistol pete.
its an inspiring tale of a young boy and his promising basketball skills.
only one that has played basketball or has a love for the game can understand this movie.
its cheezy.
but inspiring.
for a moment i missed playing basketball.
then i remembered why it was ruined for me.
i talked to allison today.
nothing has really changed.
comforting.
went with danielle, kristi, and annie to meg's to say goodbye.
she wasnt there.
so we hung out with adam, eric and some kid named ryan.
then lauren and laura showed up before i had to leave.
they are like a constant force of energy.
im so hungry right now.
i feel like im in a slump.
exciting things never happen to me.
last couple entries in my notebook journal have been the same old stuff.
that really depresses me.
i also am in a music slump.
that makes me even more sad.
know any good bands??
inform me if so.
might be going to PA and back in one day either sunday or monday.
but its all for a good cause.
that is sending romania far far away.
college pressure.
im sick of it.
ouch.
my misshapen finger hurts.
i'll live.
summer is slipping away..
the last summer before everyone drifts away.
disheartening.
i really dont feel that old.
i really dont want to either.
um.
this year better be amazing.
if not, then i would have been lied to another time by my elders.
santa.
tooth fairy.
senior year.
soothing music right now.
sunny day real estate.
i miss my alkaline cd.
but i have some alkaline mp3s to help me through it.
i listened to braid in my car today.
made me go nuts.
much like alkaline does.
kristi's birthday is friday.
thats exciting.
meg just turned in for the night.
thats sad.
wont see/talk to her till maybe tuesday.
well i have research to do.
that comment will make sense in time.
im done indeed. |
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| never let them see you cry.. |
[Aug. 18th, 2002|11:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | get up kids- my apology | ] |
i would have to say that this past weeks was one of the greatest weeks i have had in a long time.
but certain aspects were horrible.
well i'll pick up where i left off..
thursday i went over to meg's during the day.
a lot of people were over.
meg got me an alkaline shirt.
coolest thing anyone has ever done for me.
then later that night i sleptover megs
basically everyone was there.
i was reserved like i am in big groups.
i just sometimes dont have anything to say.
watched pulp fiction.
watched people play nintendo.
talked to colleen a lot.
then slowly everyone started to leave.
leaving justin, john, danielle, colleen, meg and myself.
that was a lot of fun.
i felt a lot more comfortable then.
danielle hitting john in the face= funniest thing
after they left.
danielle, colleen, meg and i talked about our band
and the songs we are getting from seventeen magazine.
watched the rest of pulp fiction.
quality movie.
then talked to danielle and meg for a while.
next day
went to the mall with 2 cars full of people.
had myself a good time listening and singing along to alkaline, weezer and get up kids in justin's car.
i should have bought the alkaline cd to replace the other.
but im dumb.
had myself a good time.
rode the carousel
called my parents to tell them i was going to be late.
leaving me terrified to enter my household later...
there must be something to be said about fearing going home and never wanting to go home.
romania=bitch.
she knows how to make me feel terrible about everything.
i came home after from what i hear later..
almost dying because of my crappy car.
she immediately starts on me for being late.
so i go to my room.
she tries to come in.
i wont let her.
so she stands on the otherside of my door
and talks incessantly about how
im an evil, terrible, "little monster"
while she is perfect.
i dont know how she did it..
but she finally broke me
after an hour and a half of her belittling me
she left.
so i sat against my door in the dark.
scared to talk to my dad because of the things romania told me he said.
i felt pretty crappy before all this happened for things i cant control but if i could i would
then i felt even worse over this and the general hate my parents have for me.
not to mention talking to my sister buffalo on the phone earlier in the day
and her telling me the my mother thinks im a freak that is on drugs
and that all my friends suck
so yes i cried.
for an extended amount of time.
and i slept on my floor in the crazy heat because i was scared to face my father.
i went to work at 8am the next day.
worked 5 1/2 hours.
came home.
still terrified.
then i come to realize that i hate romania even more.
my parent said they werent that mad at me.
and christine made it up.
church.
mall to look for shoes i have my heart set on.
obviously they do not exist.
well not in the western, ny area at least.
came home.
called meg back.
begged my parents to let me sleepover.
called her back again.
justin came over.
talked for a while
i still felt rather crappy about the night before plus really tired so once again i was reserved.
watched lock stock and 2 smoking barrels
finally saw the end.
a-fucking-mazing.
i loved the end.
then watch saving silverman.
laughed a bit.
talked to meg at night.
woke up off to work.
came home
got food.
went to justin's.
tried to find meg since she was lost in my neighborhood.
just talked to meg kristi danielle colleen and pete a lot.
had a good time.
its weird that justin is leaving.
its just weird.
and not right.
and here i am.
with a misshapen finger.
and a random lisp.
finger was sliced by my mirror when i tried to clean it.
blood gushed everywhere.
and i have a lisp that comes and goes.
its weird.
my dad says that im lazy when i talk sometimes
so a get a lisp..
interesting.
well this entry was dumb
and a waste of my time.
off to watch adult swim and aqua teen hunger force.
meatwad is my hero.
im done. |
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| a sad sad night.... and im having trouble breathing |
[Aug. 15th, 2002|02:34 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | melancholy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | alkaline trio | ] |
i have terrible news..
no my glasses are fine...
but i have another casuality to speak of.
my favorite cd.
that i take everywhere with me.
always listen to.
that stood through the test of time.
has now
been forced into an early, regretful retirement...
this makes me so sad.
but it must be done
since every song on it skips through out it.
this is very heart wretching.
i know that sounds pathetic
but me and this cd have been through a lot.
nights of singing loudly in my car and going nuts...
nights of sitting in my room writing in my journal...
nights of sitting outside under the stars thinking about everything...
even though i can replace it with the same cd..
its just not the same.
the cd ironically that i speak of is...
alkaline trio- goddamnit.
i think that my cd was sad that carrie chose finch over alkaline trio..
so it gave up and broke.
angry fist.
"so this is how you leave me
broken hearted on the floor
my tears seep through the cracks
under my door
where i am locked in
shut down
too tired to pick myself up off the ground."
-alkaline trio
RIP.
done. |
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| skycoasters= badass. |
[Aug. 15th, 2002|01:05 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | amused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | alkaline trio.... stupid carrie... angry fist | ] |
oh yes.
skycoasters tshirt was rocked hard today kiddies.
eat that warped tour douches.
haha.
much love.
well the last couple of days have been fun filled to the brim.
i had 18 tons of crazy texan fun at danielle's aunt's house.
kristi, meg, danielle and lisa t. are crazy.
good times.
ho komono.
hoey lingerie
and of course crazy texan cowboy hat.
not to mention the funniest video of meg, kristi and danielle ever.. featuring john wayne.
even sitting on the roof looking at stars was most enjoyable.
next day went with pete, john, justin and meg to get justin's shoes at the mall.
then to wendy's.
hardcore blasting from the speakers
very enjoyable.
after that john drove us back to meg's
caught up with everyone
then i left b/c i was tired.
even though i didnt go to sleep till 4am.
today everyone was at warped.
so i slept till about 1pm.
ate.
watched tv.
went online.
went in the pool.
then pete called and i went over to justin's house.
for the i guess anti-warped tour movie fest with pete, john and justin then later on geoff.
watched a crazy ass movie that at first i thought wasnt that bad.
but at the end i wanted to shoot myself in the face.
then watched part of a guy richie film
then back home.
eventful couple of days.
but essentially did nothing.
crazy how the world works.
upset at carrie for her lack of alkaline trio viewing.
its a disgrace.
a knife in my heart.
angry fist.
i went on a little posting comments rampage.
i think i will do that more often.
um.
i cant organize my thoughts right now.
so
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[Aug. 12th, 2002|03:11 am] |
ok is it just me or is that little star mood thing look messed up with out a face...
im going to have nightmares over that one...
angry fist.
my computer has no sound.
damn christine.
she couldnt operate a computer if her life depended on it.
go give tylenol to little kids..
and stop talking.
thanks much.
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[Aug. 12th, 2002|01:18 am] |
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well back from PA.
well ive been back.
after being home for 5 min i was called by chelsea
remember when we called her cheez??
what happened to that...
moving on..
went to see check out at the little with pete, chelsea, lauren and laura
i thought i was enjoyable.
very respectable.
but i think i was the only one who thought that.
minus the whole crying, sappy parts.
of course.
back to chelsea's for a night of fun.
and a lot of peeing.
i seriously havent drank that much ginger ale
or...
peed that much in on hour... ever.
and a night of me rambling to chelsea
was rudely interrupted by me knowing i had to get up at 7am.
shoot me in the face.
seriously.
was visited at work by them getting breakfast products.
exciting.
i really dont know why i typed that...
oh well
too late to delete it now.
um.
i lost my "train of thought"
that reminds me...
why do so many people i dont know read my journal..
and talk to other people about it..
its weird.
oh.
re-wind to before pa.
i watched a movie on buddy holley until 5am on my last night of freedom.
i think im in love.
buddy holley.
oh geezus.
what a man.
christine is back.
she just cant stop talking..
i have NEVER heard her talk to much.
it makes me angry.
i dont know why.
oh wait.. could it be when im trying to sleep and her romanian ramblings never stopping... (!!!)
well maybe..
ive noticed im not really making sense..
"i sowwry guys"-lauren
haha.
um.
went "go-carting" last night
haha.
i got a milk shake.
a crappy one at that.
then tried to shut off danielle's flashers...
that didnt work out.
then...
back to meg's/colleen's
slowly but surely people started to show up.
talked on the trampoline to many a folk.
about our childhood stories..
childhood meaning... middle school.
ok rant of the night...
my parents finally let me stay out to a somewhat normal time aka 11:30
then...
i go home...
arrive to an angry dad...
why..
i walk in at 11:28..
what the fuck..
he acts like its fucking 3am
instead of 11:28
mind you 2 min early..
18 tons of oh well all over that.
just finished watching adult swim and playing nintendo.
got it to work.
im a genius sometimes..
no really guys i am..
i swear..
haha.
again... i dont know why i typed that.
um.
vacation to megs this week.
if all goes well.
im excited.
warped is still up in the air.
jennifer sucks my ass.
damn her lazy ass.
that was a whole lotta ass in that grouping.
interesting.
umm.
que?
um.
white lightening aka my sister's white sundance..
is now gone.
now she has a 2000 neon.
while im still stuck with..
1991 dodge shadow..
woo.
suck my ass world.
um.
i hope she gets hit by 18 1/2 tons of oh well
when she is driving.
that would serve her right.
she turns 21...
she goes to romania..
comes home...
gets a car..
and eats my fucking blue cheese...
dont ask about that one..
wah wah wah.
hmmm.
i think im spent.
no new news.
i feel like i spell something wrong in that last line ..
but i didnt..
odd.
um.
this is way too long..
off to listen to my rad burned cds
and ..
watch tv..
what an exciting life i lead
ok.
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